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- December
28, 2004
- Subject:
The Challange
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- Dear Sensei
Lindsay,
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- You can publish the
next paragraph under "Your Thoughts on Karate",
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- Today I read the
story "The Challenge" that's published on your
site.
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- To say the truth
the deeper meaning of the story wasn't obvious to me
right away. But as the day went on I caught myself
thinking negatively in regard to this girl I'm interested
in. My thoughts were a jumble of opinions like "she
does not really like me", "I'm imagining things"
and similar.
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- Somewhere along the
way it hit me.
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- I was doing almost
exactly the same thing as the sword master from the story.
Allowing my doubts and insecurities to influence my
thoughts and possible future actions. So, the story can
be applied to every day life, not just martial arts in
particular. Anyway, as soon as I realized what I was
doing, I was able to stop it and rearrange my thoughts.
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- After all, we are
what we think.
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- Warm regards,
- Bojan
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- December
2004
- Subject:
Karate Journey
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- Hi Sensei,
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- I went to visit
your Karate site tonight, to go through some of the
things that I've missed.
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- When I think about
Karate, it's like a life long course, that needs
continuous studying, refreshing and improving.
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- Tonight's class
felt like I was learning for the first time again. It hit
me that there is so much that I should know, but do not.
It made me realize how much I need to relearn, how much I
never really knew, (up to the belt that I am now), and
what there is to learn. If I were to take a lower rank
exam, I'm not sure I should or would pass. Do you know
what I'm saying?
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- While I'm working
on patience, the basics and spirit, are not so easy a
road to travel on, this time around. There are six Kata I
must know and show well at my black belt grading. There
are self defence moves I've forgotten, sparring that is
still so very basic I could be beaten by a green belt.
There is basic Karate knowledge that I'm embarrassed to
say I don't know. It's all such a revelation that it has
me thinking as to how I will organize myself to begin
again.
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- All is not lost,
though! I have a couple of Shotokan Karate books, a great
website that I have access to, and Sensei to ask
questions. What it comes down to, is patience within will
bring the best of me out, in the end. Seeking perfection
of character can be very humbling, while at the same
time, can develop self confidence. At least this is how
it feels for me.
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- I am ready to
accept this challenge with a willingness to open my mind
to future lessons. While it took me awhile to get jump
started tonight, I did learn a lot. I don't know why my
mind finds difficulty with Oi gyaku zuki. The Katas are
coming back and I did remember Jion after going over it a
few times. It was the last Kata you had introduced to me
before I took leave. This does give me a feeling that at
least I know the general steps, to get started. In my
mind, I visualize the Kata's in a way that shows
strength, rhythm, spirit and technique. What comes out is
not exactly the same as my mind had decided was the way
it should look.
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- Below is what
tonight's Kata lesson inspired me to write. I can feel
what is written, now I'm ready to learn.
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- Kata
- Flowing with grace
and strength at important places and turns,
- First fast, then
slow, then slow again,
- A powerful
undercurrent that is there but not seen,
- Moving very
quietly, but very noticeable,
- Power that is
undetermined until met against another force,
- A force surprised
by power hidden in the form,
- Swift moves at once
with powerful strikes in the end,
- Building confidence
and spirit, just as it was meant to do,
- Learning to defend
and protect all the while not letting out any secrets,
- Secrets taught by
many before; those that have developed Kata,
- Demonstrated moves
without showing the defence, or strike,
- Practiced with
great importance, so they can be used only upon faced
with protection in mind,
- Each form titled
like a song to masquerade the story developing within,
- Many moves and
titles to master, practiced many hundreds of times,
- Rhythm, spirit,
open, closed, long and low,
- Sculptured,
trained, and beautiful.
- This is my Kata.
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- I look forward to
the next class.
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- Roberta
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- Remember
- Karate
begins and ends with courtesy.
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- Part the clouds -
see the way.
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- "The
objective of karate is to contribute to the evolution
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the human spirit through physical and mental training."
- Sensei
Peter Lindsay